Loving Bad - Season 1 - Episode 37

5 years ago

Loving Bad - Season 1 - Episode 37

“its 1am and I still cant sleep I really wanted to stay angry at Nathan but its too d--n hard, and I miss cuddling with him,maybe I should text him but that will be crazy,and that’s normal since am crazy about that dude, but its 1 am and he must be asleep I think I will take a walk to the pool side that would help. I was walking through Nathan’s balcony when I noticed that his door was slightly open that is strange this makes it the second time he us repeating the same mistake, well speaking about mistakes the first time this happened jasmine took over his car which she still has till date its no coincidence, no I can’t, I hate invading people’s privacy or maybe I can put my morals apart and find out what is wrong with this room, is he in a secret society or what?, no that can’t be, alright its now or never
Nathan: looking for something?
Nkem:s--t, yeah uuuhhhm….., I was actually looking for you
Nathan: OK, I was at the pool, and you should be sleeping
Nkem: I know I just wanted to see you
Nathan: OK, how about we head back to your room

Nkem: yours is closer
Nathan: we are not doing this again
Nkem: doing what
Nathan: no one enters my room, you know that

Nkem: Cedric does, do you have a shrine in there or what

Nathan: what is a shrine
Nkem: where people keep stuffs they worship obviously

Nathan: then yeah I have a shrine in there
Nkem: whatever

Nathan: ***chuckles***, what?
Nkem: I don’t believe you
Nathan: ***laughs***, am serious babe
Nkem: fine am heading to my room and from this moment it’s out of bound for you
Nathan: ouch, come on babe
Nkem: am serious

Nathan: OK, I will let you into my room from tomorrow

Nkem: nah, i wanna see it now
Nathan: please, tomorrow
Nkem: it’s now or never
Nathan: please
Nkem: no, am off sleep tight
Nathan: come on
Nkem: nop

Nathan: alright just give me fifteen minutes
Nkem: its now or never

Nathan:you know I have liked you ever since you were a baby

Nkem: and I like you too, so can I go in now?
Nathan: I mean it, I have really really liked you since you were a baby, at first I felt it was normal, but i went totally crazy when we left Nigeria, I made a deal with Derrick ,he was charged with the duty of keeping me updated when it comes to you, but he could only send me photographs, I needed to stay focused so I realised I could only do that with you around me, so yeah you are right I have a shrine in there but you are the only thing that make up the shrine, I have always wanted to tell you about this ever since you stepped into this house but I lacked the courage to, don’t look at me like am crazy

Nkem: am not looking at you like you are crazy this is just too much to digest, I mean we were never close

Nathan: we were, maybe you don’t remember but we were, I used to put you to sleep when you were a baby ***chuckles***, I literally lived at your place because of you, that spit thing you used to do with your mouth was cute

Nkem: ***laughs***, what spit thing
Nathan: you were just trying to be an adult
Nkem: this is too much to take in, so u actually liked me

Nathan: liked is a past tense, for fu-Cks sake am crazy about you till date

Nkem: and you would have kept this away from me for ever?

Nathan: I was going to tell you
Nkem: now am angry, when?, when I start dating someone, no or when am married with three kids

Nathan: why three kids
Nkem: this is not funny
Nathan: am sorry, I was scared
Nkem: you were a coward
Nathan: I have I dirty past
Nkem: is that your defense?

Nathan: I want the best for you
Nkem: what do you feel is the best for me
Nathan: a guy with a clean past

Nkem: you don’t have the right to make decisions for me

Nathan: OK, we are not fighting here
Nkem: yes we are, you should have let me make the choice

Nathan: and what would you have chosen
Nkem: someone that actually loves me for real, no matter how shitty the person’s life was

Nathan: let’s not fight please, we can talk inside like two adults

Nkem: and who says am an adult
Nathan: please

Nkem: fine
Nathan: thank you, and you can come in now

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Nkem: waoh
Nathan: yeah say it
Nkem: say what
Nathan: that am crazy
Nkem: this looks like a f-----g art gallery
Nathan: really?

Nkem:yeah
Nathan: CED called me crazy the very first time he saw it
Nkem: Cedric feels everyone is crazy
Nathan: ***chuckles***
Nkem: really, it’s beautiful
Nathan: am glad u think so ***pointing at a picture***. You were ten here Derrick said it was the first time you went to an amusement park since I left, I always took you there, its my personal favourite that smile is so cute
Nkem: you kept all this?

Nathan: yeah, and please don’t cry
Nkem: ***sniffing**. I cry when am happy
Nathan: ***hugs her***. Come on don’t cry, you should laugh when you are happy that’s what normal people do right?

Nkem: am not normal
Nathan: I totally agree, a normal person does not have what it takes to have a strong hold on Nathaniel Smith *****kisses her*****