Must Read: Beautiful things - Season 1 - Episode 41

7 years ago

Must Read: Beautiful things - Season 1 - Episode 41

All this while have been cautious of doctors advice, trying not to be too emotional but this time i couldnt, inspite all i tried

*****dera*****

I went to dee’s house as early as possible on monday, because have missed him like hell, only to met with his mom. Soon he came down and seeing him really gladend my heart, but he had this unsure looks on his face, while he went back to his room, after his mom saw us hugging.

Mum: you must be dera sloane

Me: yes i am

Mum: high school graduating senior right?

Me; yes

Mum: what were you guys even thinking going into relationships at your ages? Really while you should be learning something worthwhile, but you guys chose to start dating at a vewie young age.

Me: i know you think we are underage but am really in love with dee.

Mum: hmmm(shaking her heads) you kids just do not listen to what anybody says, do me a favour leave my dee alone

Me: really i dont think thats possible, its like you telling me to leave behind my happiness

Mum: what!!! Plssss leave, i’ll figure out a better way to deal with this. Wait am a minute if you really love dee you’d let him go really am just scared, his emotions cant be stress i dont want him to break down.

I just stood there starring at my mom, while she returned my gaze, can you really not see that i cant do without her, can you not see am in love with her mum, dont you even know me at all??? First you truncated my summer school camp and now you are sending dera away, how much more do you think i can take before i snnap??. I said sitting on the floor, while tears ran down my cheek.

Mum just look at me confused like she didnt have a concrete thing in mind to say.

Mum; stop this dee your hurting yourself.

Me: whats the point being normal without dera, what the point being without her mum!!!!!, whats the point if i cant have her, mum really all my life you’ve been my only friend, if i loose dera especially because of you. Then i can never be that dee you raised, i’d never be close to you again. I just went upstairs and straight to my room and shut the door.

*******mum*******

for the first time in decades i saw dee obviously angry with me, i knew he meant every word he said i had to make a decison cos if he continues this way am really gonna lose him, the thought of that made my heart heavy.

I was in my room, no eating, no showering, i just stayed in.