Must Read: CONTROLLED [Completed] - Season 2 - Episode 30

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Must Read: CONTROLLED [Completed] - Season 2 - Episode 30

Seconds later he was pounding at the
door, but I stayed where I was, standing in
the middle of the bathroom, watching the
door. I didn’t even blink when he pounded
on it; I just watched. The wood began to
split, and the he barged in. The wooden
door was separated from its hinges, lying
on the floor of the bathroom.

He walked over to me and slapped me, but
I did nothing about it. He gripped both of
my arms and sq££zed tightly, and I
winced slightly, not making any eye
contact with him.

“Why do you have to be so difficult?” he
yelled. I didn’t answer him; I just kept
looking at the ground.
“Answer me, Sophie!”
Silence.

“Sophie!”
Another smack, but I still didn’t speak.
“God dammit, Sophie! Speak to me!”
I finally felt a wave of anger wash through
me. Anger burning in my eyes, I snapped
my head up to look at him. He was taken
by surprise, but held eye contact.
“Get off of me!” I pushed at him again and
he let go. He didn’t come at me again, to
my relief. “The reason I won’t talk to you
is because no matter what I say, no
matter what I want, you still get things
your way! If it’s not your way, you hit me!
You call that love, Ricky? Raping me once
again, giving me bruises and smacking me
across the face do hard you leave marks?”
He stood there, shocked and hurt, but I
knew he also felt guilty as everything I
said sunk in. I took a deep breath and
continued.

“That’s not love, Ricky! I can’t even begin
to tell you how many times I’ve told you
that! You just don’t seem to listen to me,
the person you claim to ‘ love ’!” I yelled,
putting air quotes around the last word.
“Let me just inform you right now that I
will never, and I repeat never love you! The
only person I will ever love is Justin! He
actually cares about me, and doesn’t hurt
others I care about. You need to get a life,
Ricky, and maybe some common sense
while you’re at it. You’ve been doing this
to me for over a year! Give up already! Get
a clue!”
I stopped yelling and stood there, panting.

I couldn’t believe I just said all of that
stuff to him, but I did, and there was no
taking it back. I watched his eyes grow
from surprised to cold and filled with
hatred.
“Sophie…” he said. “I never wanted to do
this. I really hoped it wouldn’t have come
to this. But you’ve made it clear.” He took
a deep breath.

“You’re not the one.”
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